Part Two Chapter X

XAnpull left Yarvil at half- separate(prenominal) three, to be sure of beginting post to Hilltop House ahead five. Fats accompanied him to the handler stop and therefore, apparently on a whim, told Andrew that he idea he would stay in t profess for a bit, later onwards totally.Fats had made a loose arrangement to meet Krystal in the shop centre. He strolling cover charge towards the shops, destineing ab off what Andrew had d iodin in the net in seeded p specifyer cafe, and trying to di directangle his watch reactions.He had to admit that he was move in fact, he felt well-nighwhat upstaged. Andrew had thought the business through, and kept it to himself, and executed it efficiently all of this was admirable. Fats experienced a t takege of pettishness that Andrew had signifierulated the plan with proscribed saying a word to him, and this led Fats to admiration whether, perhaps, he ought non to deplore the undercover nature of Andrews attack on his father. Was in that respect not something slippery and over-sophisticated approximately it would it not have been more authentic to threaten Simon to his grammatical construction or to take a undercut at him?Yes, Simon was a incision, scarce he was undoubtedly an authentic shit he did what he wanted, when he wanted, without submitting to societal constraints or conventional morality. Fats asked himself whether his sympathies ought not to lie with Simon, whom he equal entertaining with crude, crass humour c at one timentrate mainly on state making tits of themselves or suffering slapstick injuries. Fats often told himself that he would rather have Simon, with his volatility, his unpredictable picking of fights a worthy opponent, an engaged adversary than pigeonhole.On the other hand, Fats had not disregarded the falling tin of creosote, Simons brutish face and fists, the terrifying noise he had made, the genius of het up wet piss running tear his own legs, and (perhaps most shame ful of all) his whole-hearted, desperate yearning for Tessa to come and take him extraneous to safety. Fats was not yet so invulnerable that he was unsympathetic to Andrews relish for retri hardlyion.So Fats came full circle Andrew had do something daring, ingenious and potentially fickle in its consequences. Again Fats experienced a small pang of bruise that it had not been he who had thought of it. He was trying to rid himself of his own acquired bosom-class reliance on oral communication, but it was difficult to forgo a sport at which he excelled, and as he trod the polished tiles of the shop centre forecourt, he found himself turning phrases that would blow Cubbys self-important pretensions asunder and strip him naked before a jeering public He spotted Krystal among a small crowd of Fields kids, grouped most the benches in the middle of the thoroughfare between shops. Nikki, Leanne and Dane Tully were among them. Fats did not hesitate, nor appear to suffer himself in t he slightest, but continued to walk at the afore utter(prenominal) speed, his pass in his pockets, into the battery of curious critical eyes, raking him from the top of his head to his trainers. tout ensemble righ, Fatboy? called Leanne.All veracious? responded Fats. Leanne muttered something to Nikki, who cackled. Krystal was chewing gum energetically, colour high in her cheeks, throwing back her hair so that her earrings danced, tugging up her tracksuit bottoms.All right? Fats state to her, individually.Yeah, she state.Duz yer mum know yer out, Fats? asked Nikki.Yeah, she brought me, give tongue to Fats calmly, into the greedy silence. Shes waiting outside in the car she says I can have a quick bum before we go theater for tea.They all burst out laugh except Krystal, who squealed, Fuck off, you cheeky bastard but looked gratified.You smokin rollies? grunted Dane Tully, his eyes on Fats breast pocket. He had a large black scab on his lip.Yeah, verbalize Fats.Me uncle smokes them, verbalize Dane. Knackered his fuckin lungs.He picked idly at the scab.Wherere you two goin? asked Leanne, squinting from Fats to Krystal.Dunno, give tongue to Krystal, chewing her gum, glancing crabwise at Fats.He did not enlighten either of them, but indicated the exit of the shopping centre with a jerk of his thumb.Laters, Krystal verbalize loudly to the rest.Fats gave them a careless half-raised hand in farewell and walked away, Krystal striding along beside him. He heard more laughter in their wake, but did not care. He knew that he had acquitted himself well.Wherere we goin? asked Krystal.Dunno, said Fats. Where dyou ordinarily go?She shrugged, walking and chewing. They left the shopping centre and walked on down the high street. They were some distance from the recreation fusee, where they had previously gone to encounter privacy.Didjer mum really drop yeh? Krystal asked.Course she bloody didnt. I got the bus in, didnt I?Krystal accepted the rebuke without rancou r, glancing sideways into the shop windows at their opposite reflections. Stringy and strange, Fats was a direct celebrity. Even Dane thought he was uncommon.Hes ony usin yeh, yeh wooden-headed bitch, Ashlee Mellor had spat at her, three days ago, on the corner of Foley Road, because yer a fuckin whore, like yer mum.Ashlee had been a member of Krystals gang until the two of them had clashed over another(prenominal) boy. Ashlee was notoriously not quite right in the head she was addicted to outbursts of rage and tears, and divided most of her condemnation between learning defend and guidance when at Winterdown. If further proof were hireed of her inability to think through consequences, she had challenged Krystal on her home turf, where Krystal had back-up and she had none. Nikki, Jemma and Leanne had helped corner and hold Ashlee, and Krystal had pummelled and slapped her ein truthwhere she could reach, until her brass knucks came away bloody from the other girls mouth.Krys tal was not worried close to repercussions. muted as shite an twice as runny, she said of Ashlee and her family.But Ashlees words had stung a tender, infected place in Krystals psyche, so it had been ointment to her when Fats had sought her out at school the next day and asked her, for the depression time, to meet him over the weekend. She had told Nikki and Leanne immediately that she was going out with Fats Wall on Saturday, and had been gratified by their looks of surprise. And to cap it all, he had turned up when he had said he would (or within half an second of it) right in front of all her mates, and walked away with her. It was like they were properly going out.So whatve you been up to? Fats asked, by and by they had walked fifty yards in silence, back past the cyberspace cafe. He knew a conventional need to keep some form of communication going, even musical composition he wondered whether they would find a surreptitious place before the rec, a half-hours walk away. He wanted to make do her while they were both tiltd he was curious to know what that was like.I bin ter see my Nana in hospital this mornin, shes ad a stroke, said Krystal.Nana Cath had not tried to speak this time, but Krystal thought she had known that she was in that respect. As Krystal had expected, Terri was refusing to visit, so Krystal had sat beside the bed on her own for an hour until it was time to leave for the precinct.Fats was curious about the minutiae of Krystals manners but only in so far as she was an entry point to the real life of the Fields. Particulars such as hospital visits were of no interest to him.An, Krystal added, with an irrepressible small fry of pride, Ive gave an interview to the paper.What? said Fats, startled. why?Jus about the Fields, said Krystal. What its like growin up there.(The diary keeper had found her at home at last, and when Terri had given her niggardly permission, taken her to a cafe to converse. She had kept a grateg her whether being at St Thomass had helped Krystal, whether it had changed her life in any way. She had seemed a small-scale impatient and preclude by Krystals answers.How are your marks at school? she had said, and Krystal had been evasive and defensive.Mr Fairbrother said that he thought it broadened your horizons.Krystal did not know what to say about horizons. When she thought of St Thomass, it was of her delight in the playing field with the big chestnut tree, which rained gigantic glossy conkers on them every year she had never seen conkers before she went to St Thomass. She had want the uniform at first, liked feeling the same as everybody else. She had been enkindle to see her great-grandfathers name on the war memorial in the middle of the Square Pte Samuel Weedon. Only one other boy had his surname on the war memorial, and that was a farmers son, who had been able to drive a tractor at nine, and who had once brought a lamb into class for Show and Tell. Krystal had never forgotte n the sensation of the lambs fleece under her hand. When she told Nana Cath about it, Nana Cath had said that their family had been farm labourers once.Krystal had love the river, ballpark and lush, where they had gone for nature walks. Best of all had been rounders and athletics. She was ever so first to be picked for any kind of sporting team, and she had delighted in the groan that went up from the other team whenever she was chosen. And she thought sometimes of the special teachers she had been given, especially degenerate Jameson, who had been young and trendy, with long blonde hair. Krystal had always imagined Anne-Marie to be a itsy-bitsy bit like Miss Jameson.Then there were snippets of information that Krystal had carry in vivid, accurate detail. Volcanoes they were made by plates shifting in the ground they had made model ones and filled them with bicarbonate of soda and washing-up liquid, and they had erupted onto plastic trays. Krystal had loved that. She knew about Vikings too they had longships and horned helmets, though she had forgotten when they arrived in Britain, or why.But other memories of St Thomass included the muttered comments made about her by petite girls in her class, one or two of whom she had slapped. When Social Services had allowed her to go back to her drive, her uniform became so tight, short and grubby that letters were sent from school, and Nana Cath and Terri had a big row. The other girls at school had not wanted her in their groups, except for their rounders teams. She could still remember Lexie Mollison handing everyone in the class a circumstantial pink envelope containing a caller invitation, and walking past Krystal with as Krystal remembered it her nose in the air.Only a compeer of people had asked her to parties. She wondered whether Fats or his mother remembered that she had once attended a birthday party at their house. The whole class had been invited, and Nana Cath had bought Krystal a party dress. S o she knew that Fats huge back garden had a pond and a swing and an orchard apple tree tree. They had eaten jelly and had sack races. Tessa had told Krystal off because, trying desperately hard to win a plastic medal, she had pushed other children out of the way. One of them had had a nosebleed.You enjoyed St Thomass, though, did you? the journalist had asked.Yeah, said Krystal, but she knew that she had not conveyed what Mr Fairbrother had wanted her to convey, and wished he could have been there with her to help. Yeah, I enjoyed it.)How come they wanted to express to you about the Fields? asked Fats.It were Mr Fairbrothers idea, said Krystal.After another few minutes, Fats asked, Dyou smoke?Wha, like spliffs? Yeah, I dunnit with Dane.Ive got some on me, said Fats.Get it off Skye Kirby, didja? asked Krystal. He wondered whether he imagined a trace of amusement in her voice because Skye was the soft, safe option, the place the bourgeoisie kids went. If so, Fats liked her authenti c derision.Where dyou get yours, then? he asked, interested now.I dunno, it were Danes, she said.From Obbo? suggested Fats.Tha fuckin tosser.Whats wrong with him?But Krystal had no words for what was wrong with Obbo and even if she had, she would not have wanted to talk about him. Obbo made her flesh cringe sometimes he came round and shot up with Terri at other times he fucked her, and Krystal would meet him on the stairs, tugging up his filthy fly, pull a face at her through his bottle-bottom glasses. Often Obbo had little jobs to offer Terri, like hiding the computers, or giving strangers a place to stay for a night, or agreeing to perform services of which Krystal did not know the nature, but which took her mother out of the house for hours.Krystal had had a nightmare, not long ago, in which her mother had snuff it stretched, spread and tied on a kind of frame she was loosely a vast, clefting hole, like a giant, peeled, plucked chicken and in the dream, Obbo was walking in and out of this cavernous interior, and fiddling with things in there, while Terris tiny head was frightened and grim. Krystal had woken up feeling sick and angry and disgusted.Es a fucker, said Krystal.Is he a tall bloke with a shaved head and tattoos all up the back of his cervix? asked Fats, who had truanted for a second time that week, and sat on a palisade for an hour in the Fields, watching. The bald man had interested him, fiddling around in the back of an old white van.Nah, thas Pikey Pritchard, said Krystal, if yeh saw him down Tarpen Road.What does he do?I dunno, said Krystal. Ask Dane, es mates with Pikeys brother.But she liked his genuine interest he had never shown this much inclination to talk to her before.Pikeys on probation.What for?He glassed a bloke down the cut across Keys.Why?Ow the fuck do I know? I werent there, said Krystal.She was happy, which always made her cocky. Setting aside her worry about Nana Cath (who was, after all, still alive, so might yet re cover), it had been a veracious correspond of weeks. Terri was adhering to the Bellchapel regime again, and Krystal was making sure that Robbie went to nursery. His bottom had mostly healed over. The kind take iner seemed as pleased as her sort ever did. Krystal had been to school every day too, though she had not attended either her Monday or her Wednesday morning guidance sessions with Tessa. She did not know why. Sometimes you got out of the habit.She glanced sideways at Fats again. She had never once thought of fancying him not until he had targeted her at the disco in the drama hall. Everyone knew Fats some of his jokes were passed around like funny stuff that happened on the telly. (Krystal pretended to everyone that they had a television at home. She watched replete at friends houses, and at Nana Caths, to be able to bluff her way through. Yeah, it were shit, werent it? I know, I nearly pissed meself, she would say, when the others talked about programmes they had seen.) Fats was imagining how it would feel to be glassed, how the cut shard would slice through the tender flesh on his face he could feel the searing nerves and the sting of the air against his ripped skin the prompt wetness as blood gushed. He felt a tickly over-sensitivity in the skin around his mouth, as if it was already scarred.Is he still carrying a blade, Dane? he asked.Ow dyou know es gotta blade? demanded Krystal.He threatened Kevin Cooper with it.Oh, yeah, Krystal conceded. Coopers a twat, innee?Yeah, he is, said Fats.Danes ony carryin cos o the Riordon brothers, said Krystal.Fats liked the head-of-factness of Krystals tone her acceptance of the need for a knife, because there was a grudge and a likelihood of violence. This was the raw reality of life these were things that actually mattered before Arf had arrived at the house that day, Cubby had been importuning Tessa to give him an opinion on whether his campaign leaflet should be printed on yellow or white paper What abo ut in there? suggested Fats, after a while.To their right was a long stone groyne, its provide open to reveal a glimpse of green and stone.Yeah, all righ, said Krystal. She had been in the cemetery once before, with Nikki and Leanne they had sat on a serious and split a couple of cans, a little self-conscious about what they were doing, until a woman had shouted at them and called them names. Leanne had lobbed an empty can back at the woman as they left.But it was too exposed, Fats thought, as he and Krystal walked up the broad concreted walkway between the graves green and flat, the headstones pass virtually no cover. Then he saw barberry hedges along the wall on the far side. He cut a path right across the cemetery, and Krystal followed, hands in her pockets, as they picked their way between angulate gravel beds, headstones cracked and illegible. It was a large cemetery, wide and well tended. gradually they reached the newer graves of highly polished black marble with gold l ettering, places where new-made flowers had been laid for the recently dead.To Lyndsey Kyle, September 15 1960-March 26 2008,Sleep penny-pinching Mum.Yeah, well be all right in there, said Fats, eyeing the dark gap between the prickly, yellow-flowered bushes and the cemetery wall.They crawled into the damp shadows, onto the earth, their backs against the cold wall. The headstones marched away from them between the bushes trunks, but there were no human forms among them. Fats skinned up expertly, hoping that Krystal was watching, and was impressed.But she was gazing out under the canopy of glossy dark leaves, thinking about Anne-Marie, who (Aunt Cheryl had told her) had come to visit Nana Cath on Thursday. If only she had skipped school and gone at the same time, they could have met at last. She had fantasized, many times, about how she would meet Anne-Marie, and say to her, Im yer child. Anne-Marie, in these fantasies, was always delighted, and they saw each other all the time af ter that, and eventually Anne-Marie suggested that Krystal move in. The imaginary Anne-Marie had a house like Nana Caths, square and clean, except that it was much more modern. Lately, in her fantasies, Krystal had added a sweet little pink baby in a frilly crib.There you go, said Fats, handing Krystal the joint. She inhaled, held the smoke in her lungs for a few seconds, and her expression softened into flatness as the cannabis worked its magic.You ain got brothers an sisters, she asked, ave yeh?No, said Fats, checking his pocket for the condoms he had brought.Krystal handed back the joint, her head swimming pleasantly. Fats took an enormous drag and blew smoke rings.Im adopted, he said, after a while.Krystal goggled at Fats.Are yeh adopted, are yeh?With the senses a little subdue and cushioned, confidences peeled easily away, everything became easy.My sister wuz adopted, said Krystal, marvelling at the coincidence, delighted to talk about Anne-Marie.Yeah, I probably come from a family like yours, said Fats.But Krystal was not listening she wanted to talk.I gottan older sister an an older brother, Liam, but they wuz taken away before I wuz born.Why? asked Fats.He was suddenly paying close attention.Me mum was with Ritchie Adams then, said Krystal. She took a deep drag on the joint and blew out the smoke in a long thin jet. Hes a proper psycho. Hes doin life. He killed a bloke. Proper violent to Mum an the kids, an then John an Sue came an took em, and the hearty got involved an it ended up John an Sue kept em.She drew on the joint again, considering this period of her pre-life, which was doused in blood, fury and darkness. She had heard things about Ritchie Adams, mainly from her aunt Cheryl. He had stubbed out cigarettes on one-year-old Anne-Maries arms, and kicked her until her ribs cracked. He had small Terris face her left cheekbone was still receded, compared to the right. Terris addiction had spiralled catastrophically. Aunt Cheryl was matter of fa ct about the decision to remove the two brutalized, neglected children from their parents.It ad to appen, said Cheryl.John and Sue were distant, childless relatives. Krystal had never known where or how they fitted in her complex family tree, or how they had effected what, to hear Terri tell it, sounded like kidnap. After much wrangling with the authorities, they had been allowed to adopt the children. Terri, who had remained with Ritchie until his arrest, never saw Anne-Marie or Liam, for reasons Krystal did not entirely understand the whole story was clotted and expel with hatred and unforgivable things said and threatened, restraining orders, lots more social workers.Whos your dad, then? asked Fats.Banger, said Krystal. She struggled to recall his real name. Barry, she muttered, though she had a suspicion that was not right. Barry Coates. Ony I uses me mums name, Weedon.The memory of the dead young man who had overdosed in Terris tin can floated back to her through the sweet, h eavy smoke. She passed the joint back to Fats and leaned her head against the stone wall, looking up at the sliver of sky, mottled with dark leaves.Fats was thinking about Ritchie Adams, who had killed a man, and considering the possibility that his own biological father was in prison somewhere too tattooed, like Pikey, spare and muscled. He mentally compared Cubby with this strong, hard authentic man. Fats knew that he had been parted from his biological mother as a very small baby, because there were pictures of Tessa holding him, tenuous and bird-like, with a woolly white cap on his head. He had been premature. Tessa had told him a few things, though he had never asked. His real mother had been very young when she had him, he knew that. Perhaps she had been like Krystal the school bike He was properly stoned now. He put his hand screwing Krystals neck and pulled her towards him, kissing her, sticking his tongue into her mouth. With his other hand, he groped for her breast. His chief was groggy and his limbs were heavy even his sense of touch seemed affected. He fumbled a little to get his hand at bottom her T-shirt, to force it under her bra. Her mouth was hot and tasted of tobacco and dope her lips were dry and chapped. His excitement was slightly blunted he seemed to be receiving all sensory information through an invisible blanket. It took seven-day than the last time to prise her clothes loose from her body, and the condom was difficult, because his fingers had gravel stiff and slow then he accidentally placed his elbow, with all his weight behind it, on her soft fleshy underarm and she pipe in pain.She was drier than before he forced his way inside her, determined to accomplish what he had come for. Time was glue-like and slow, but he could hear his own rapid breathing, and it made him edgy, because he imagined someone else, crouching in the dark space with them, watching, panting in his ear. Krystal moaned a little. With her head impel back, her nose became broad and snout-like. He pushed up her T-shirt to look at the smooth white breasts, jiggling a little, beneath the loose constraint of the undone bra. He came without expecting it, and his own grunt of satisfaction seemed to belong to the crouching eavesdropper.He rolled off her, peeled off the condom and threw it aside, then zipped himself up, feeling jittery, looking around to check that they were definitely alone. Krystal was dragging her pants up with one hand, pulling down her T-shirt with the other, reaching behind herself to do up her bra.It had become cloudy and darker while they had sat behind the bushes. There was a distant buzzing in Fats ears he was very hungry his brain was working slowly, while his ears were hypersensitive. The fear that they had been watched, perhaps over the top of the wall behind them, would not leave him. He wanted to go.Lets he muttered, and without waiting for her, he crawled out between the bushes and got to his feet, brushing himself down. There was an elderly couple a hundred yards away, crouching at a graveside. He wanted to get right away from phantom eyes that might, or might not, have watched him screw Krystal Weedon but at the same time, the process of finding the right bus stop and getting on the bus to Pagford seemed closely unbearably onerous. He wished he could simply be transported, this instant, to his attic bedroom.Krystal had staggered out behind him. She was pulling down the bottom of her T-shirt and staring down at the grassy ground at her feet.Fuck, she mumbled.What? said Fats. Cmon, lets go.S Mr Fairbrother, she said, without moving.What?She pointed at the pitcher in front of them. There was no headstone yet but fresh flowers lay all along it.See? she said, crouching over and indicating card game stapled to the cellophane. Tha sez Fairbrother. She recognized the name easily from all those letters that had gone home from school, asking her mother to give permission for her to go away o n the minibus. Ter Barry, she read carefully, an this sez, Ter Dad, she sounded out the words slowly, from But Niamh and Siobhans names discomfited her.So? demanded Fats but in truth, the news gave him the creeps. That wickerwork coffin lay feet below them, and inside it the short body and cheery face of Cubbys dear friend, so often seen in their house, rotting away in the earth. The spot of Barry Fairbrother he was unnerved. It seemed like some kind of retribution.Cmon, he said, but Krystal did not move. Whats the matter?I rowed for im, din I? snapped Krystal.Oh, yeah.Fats was fidgeting like a restive horse, edge backwards.Krystal stared down at the mound, hugging herself. She felt empty, sad and dirty. She wished they had not done it there, so close to Mr Fairbrother. She was cold. Unlike Fats, she had no jacket.Cmon, said Fats again.She followed him out of the cemetery, and they did not speak to each other once. Krystal was thinking about Mr Fairbrother. He had always called her Krys, which nobody else had ever done. She had liked being Krys. He had been a good laugh. She wanted to cry.Fats was thinking about how he would be able to work this into a funny story for Andrew, about being stoned and hindquarters Krystal and getting paranoid and thinking they were being watched and crawling out almost onto old Barry Fairbrothers grave. But it did not feel funny yet not yet.